Hail Mary...!!

 just learned Rocky and his whole species had a lot of work and research put into it... So cool!!!!! I should read the book, I've been hearing about it for years. I could tell at least some research was put into it, because of the way rocky works and how he's alien in a way that's plausible for him. Opposed to ahh yes human/anthropomorphic being that is slightly altered to be not human, but still inherently humanoid. AAAH!!! I love space I love science I love it. so cool. so inherently fun and cool. I very much like Sci-Fi when it is based in reality. I'm not much of a fiction person when it comes to science... Bit ironic given how much I love spot. Dark matter isn't even really deadly nor dangerous though concentrated dark matter sure would be. even if he did survive the effects would be detrimental. He'd likely die. Otherwise he'd live a very miserable and painful life. I'm really curious about Spot. Like I know it's fake but let me speculate!! how would that work? I'd imagine it'd be like a black hole. dark matter isn't visible but it sure isn't black. I think it'd just turn into a black hole though and that in on itself isn't exclusive. Concentrate anything enough and it'll become a black hole! So in theory... Everything is dangerous. Though honestly it'd probably be too small and eat itself before it caused any damage. Actually I have an old rambling about this. Here!

(Imagine like normal stuff with spot. collider explodes, Johnathon has dark matter and it gets on him/fuses. BUT... more realistic. Like the guy with the particle accelerator. So essentially... either nothing really happens besides him getting really sick. Or perhaps it's the same as the effects of radiation so, blisters, melting, cancer, just overall Ill and weak. the thing is we cant really know what dark matter would do. He'd most certainly be sick though I think. BUT... once again it is invisible and more of a theory. I don't necessarily think of the dark matter he's holding within the movie as being pure dark matter because I think it's not something particularly containable first off and it's a hard thing to measure but I do perceive it to work more as a black hole. Just a very contained one. However that may be done. The amount portrayed isn't an overall dangerous amount, especially with nothing adding to it/energizing it, but it was concentrated and seemingly fell onto him and as such fusing with him could be lethal or simply cause damage, but not enough to kill him. Normal typical effects of experiencing black hole would happen but on a smaller scale. If he had managed to live then I think the symptoms would be nausea, vomiting, chronic pain(but surprisingly not severe pain), delirious episodes, possible cancer(considering radiation), possibly skin falling off/peeling, lethargy, a short of feeling of fizziness(like he would feel his atoms sort of moving a lot more, making him unstable and at risk of death; this is essentially hyper aroused atoms what I'm describing), migraines, paralysis in some areas, PTSD, etc.

NOW to assume that it is somehow possible that he'd gain powers he'd most certainly experience a setback or disadvantage. like random bouts of intense pain, or stinging.)

Alright, then that's all I had. Honestly I didn't use any sources. I did look for sources afterwards. Here are some good things to reference back to. I was quite excited to learn that my guesses went along with reality :) that was exciting!

(https://www.anl.gov/science-101/dark-matter-and-dark-energy

https://www.nde-ed.org/Physics/AtomElements/atomicmassnumber.xhtml

https://physics.aps.org/articles/v14/26#:~:text=Moving%20too%20rapidly%20can%20cause,means%20that%20it%20loses%20information.

https://www.bbcearth.com/news/what-would-happen-if-you-fell-into-a-black-hole

https://phys.org/news/2025-02-tiny-black-hole-body.html

https://www.anl.gov/science-101/dark-matter-and-dark-energy#:~:text=Mysterious%20influences%20seem%20to%20be%20stretching%20the,but%20we%20can't%20see%20or%20touch%20them.&text=Unlike%20visible%20matter%20(matter%20we%20can%20see%2C,interact%20with%20other%20matter%20except%20through%20gravity.

https://cds.cern.ch/record/2203629/files/1418884_29-50.pdf

https://www.labroots.com/trending/chemistry-and-physics/8181/imagine-head-particle-accelerator

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anatoli_Bugorski

https://www.mirasafety.com/blogs/news/anatoli-bugorski-particle-accelerator-accident?srsltid=AfmBOoo-ob3_EBupHDwmHEpG0tLKU3JjI3oImAFTtRTvmyZPap_ACIus)

https://bigthink.com/surprising-science/how-dangerous-is-dark-matter/

Anywho...  How would it work? do the portals work as just that? portals?(yes I know this sounds stupid, but it's not in jest. It's because I'd assume it'd work like a black hole/portal, but that in on itself doesn't make sense. If it were big enough it'd kill you! if it were small enough it'd kill itself! but dark matter would likely just turn into a black hole) I'll research more. Teleportation IS possible though! Down below is some news on that. However let me clarify it isn't the standard teleportation you may expect. If we were gonna be realistic, it'd be akin to Star Trek. But then the question is.... am I even me anymore? what even makes me, me? My atoms have been replicated!! blah blah blah. Quantum death stuff. Anyways yeah it's still cool. 

https://phys.org/news/2025-12-photon-teleportation-distant-quantum-dots.html

loving these videos in particular. In relation to project hail Mary because I got off course.

AAAAAH!!

 dude my friend is SO awesome. drew my selfship. everyone should give them kisses

CUTEEEEEE !!

Rambling

 I'm gonna talk about my self/yumeship of spot. Uhhh I have several AUs. First is closest to canon, second the same thing but my self-insert kind of goes insane, third same as the others except they live together, fourth is the same but they date. There's more but those are all for fun. General idea is they meet at a science convention after accidentally bumping into each other. Instead of just carrying on my self-insert says oh my god he's so cute i'll never get this moment again. Then says sorry what's your name blah blah blah. The rest is history. The main AUs are the ones I stated but I have the most fun with the ones where they don't date. Though given my track record they'd end up dating because I randomly blurt out my feelings after a while. Anyways the ones where they don't date are fun because of the angst and yearning. That's present in all AUs, but predominantly the ones where they can't date or won't date. Why don't they date? Because I'm evil. No, haha, it's because they're two losers who don't want to ruin the friendship and they're practically together already so why ruin it? (it's a situationship) 

Dynamic is pretty silly. Kind of. Quite chaotic? They annoy each other a lot for fun. Johnathon's a bad texter though and significantly more repressed than my self-insert. The one where they live together is kind of boring haha. Self-insert(i'm going to start saying Sam) took a housewife approach of sorts. They're practically dating here but they never asked each other out. The lack of definition does cause issues and moments of insecurity for Sam, but they make it work. 

(i'll edit this later I have to catch up on my college work haha...)

Museums!!

 I went to some history museums today! It was fun, but I wish I had more time. I also tried the trolli popsicle. It had a strange texture, but I liked the taste of the red part. Blue part wasn't bad, but flavor was a bit too strong for me. But now I have a bad headache and my back, hip, and tailbone pain is worse!! AAGH! Oh well.

Yay!

 Made a new friend!! They seem cool. Hope we keep talking! Also my head and stomach hurts ;;

Fans

 I really love The Spot. I really do. But honestly I don't like most of his fan base. I don't think they're horrible people. Though the ones shipping him with kids need help... He's definitely way older. Anyways, I just don't really like them. I always feel like it's always about certain aspects of him. I think it's fine to say he's silly or whatever, but he's also so much more! Did we watch the same movie? He's not just some outcast loser who's pathetic... He's a grown man! He's a Johnny on the spot and now he can't handle it! I also think he's silly and I love that about him. He's silly in a good bunch of the comics too. But guys!! He wants to be taken seriously... He doesn't even really want fans nor to just be seen as a cool badass... This isn't about his image! (this part is based off of that clip of him yelling at a guy wearing a mask of Spot's face :3) I'll absolutely talk more about him later. This is my corner of the internet!!!!! But either way he's purely focused on Miles. Not anyone else. He's pretty polite regardless of how pissed he is. Though I think he had lower tolerance for interns messing his work up or not getting it right. I think he's INTP-T 5w4. Then when he becomes The Spot he's INFJ-T 5w4. I'll get into that later. I revise this typing a lot. I try to be realistic and critical when it comes to theories. I do have headcanons though :) will add soon

Goodnight everyone! I'm logging off now

Cute!

 I am all of these creatures!! In heart. So cute :) I've never had a bunny before but I may one day!